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The Day I Realized I Can Do It


             “Please bless our fellow Ignatian, Patricia Anne Marie Nengasca on her contest for today, the Population Education and Development Quiz Bee. . .” It was a bright sunny day when my teachers and schoolmates offered their prayers for me on my competition that 29th day of November 2011. After the wishes of good luck from my teachers and friends, Mr. Rex Cañete, my coach and I were set to go. And before the day was over, we told each other that we were out to bring home the prize.
            The contest was held at the building of the Commission on Higher Education along Quirino Avenue. Sir Rex and I rode a taxi. The whole place was completely new to me because even though I pass through that same avenue almost every day of my life, I never got the chance to notice the building the way I viewed it that day. It was beautifully built. I saw a lot of students from different parts of Davao City with their coaches. I was proudly representing my alma mater, Colegio de San Ignacio on that competition with my uniform and all! Go Ignatian!
            We were a total of fifty students from different public and private schools on the same division level. After the first phase, they said only the top twenty students will be chosen to continue on to the last phase. I observed that everyone, especially the coaches seemed to know each other very well. A very weird thing during competitions but it seemed that they had been doing Pop Ed every year which made me a little scared. Before I knew it, they gave me the paper with a number sixteen on it, which served as my identity number all throughout the contest, and I was assigned to sit on the far left side of the room with a girl from Calinan. All the coaches were seated at the far back of the room, cheering silently for their students. Then, the contest finally began. Everyone was asked to keep quiet. 
            The first phase of the contest was a multiple choice. The proctor started stating the questions and while I was answering each question, I could not believe myself for being completely at ease. All the while, I was just staring at the clouds that could be seen through the small rectangular glass window on the topmost corner of the wall in front of me. After thirty questions, we were already done and were asked to take a break. Sir Rex and I went to the small canteen downstairs while waiting for the results. After almost twenty minutes, we went back to the room. We weren’t expecting anything, but we were still hoping for the best.
            Getting inside the now crowded room was difficult, I had to go back to my place but all the coaches were standing right at my place while looking at the white board. My number was written on the topmost part of the board so, we asked the officials what that meant. To our great surprise, I topped the first phase! I remembered Sir was whispering, “Salamat Lord! Binigay na sa atin ‘to!” Yes, Lord Jesus gave it to us! “Thank you so much, Dear Lord,” I said to myself. All our training paid off and our prayers were heard. It was now all up to the last and final phase. I sighed and was suddenly pumped up to finish the second phase.
            We moved on to the second phase, which was quite tricky because it was an identification type classified in three rounds: easy, average and difficult. We were given enough sheets of paper to write our answers, and which will be given to a CHED officer; she was the one in-charge of our scores. The questions were thrown, the answers were checked. Now, I was getting nervous while looking at the blue clouds outside.
            I happened to drop low on last and final phase. The CHED supervisors became very stringent when it came to our answers. An example was the question: Who is the head of the household? “Father” was my answer but they only accepted the answer, “father-husband.” The situation made us confused because from last year’s Pop Ed, they accepted the answer according to Sir Rex. I was getting a lot of errors like wrong spellings and interchanged words. It was a major slap for me. I had studied those all too familiar words, of course! But it seemed I got too confident with my first standing. I got to move on so I still fought against the other nineteen schools. Luckily, after the first two rounds I picked myself up on the difficult round which pulled my place up on the second phase. Thanks to the three points for each correct answer!
            After everything was done, I knew I would not be able to join the finals. I was sad and disappointed but I told myself that at the very least, my dream came true. I was able to represent my school and made it to the second phase. The results were in and only the top five schools will receive the medals. I saw my score on the board and noticed that I have the same score as someone from another school. The idea made me lose my hope even more. What’s happening? Do not let me fail. Not now, please. I kept looking at Sir Rex at the back and he would always nod, letting me know that he also felt the same way that I did.
            The room was already silently waiting for the announcement from the CHED Supervisor of Region XI. She said that two students made it to the fifth place and since they had already decided not to have a tie-breaker, both students will receive medals. I was lucky that I was one of those students. I made it to the fifth place! The disappointment I felt for myself was quickly wiped away. Sir Rex revealed to me that I was the only student from a private school to make it to the top five. It was such an honor! My heart was jumping up and down when I heard the news. Finally, we went back to Colegio de San Ignacio with a valuable thing in my hand: a medal.
            After three years, our school was able to bring home a medal from the Population Education and Development Quiz Bee. I may not have won the grand prize and I may not have reached the nationals, but I was contented and I felt immeasurably happy because I did it! I fought against my fears and doubts, and faced the competition with all the determination in my heart. I realized I was a skeptical girl before but the whole competition changed me, now I know I can do it!

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